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Spiritual Disease

by GRIEF RITUAL

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1.
Dissolution 04:03
No time to rest as you try to fight Each hysterical second guess Must be a motion to distract From this imposter syndrome Instead, you're stuck in a glue trap It will harm you Strip away your youth Your life pressured - featureless Replaceable insignificance That mentally bound malaise Glassy-eyed and unpraised Tethered to vampiric monotony Another unbearable day Of screaming to yourself Trapped in this miserable nadir Where you will only suffer on What is all this anguish worth? Suffocating unsustainable This hideous skin abyss So burned out There's no balance You're working yourself to death Trapped with grave prospects In a fading dread ellipsis You're hollowed out How'd you end up like this? Mind is swarming Living destitution - Ill aligned Every second uncontrolled dissolution Perpetual pain That will not cease A chord is tightening With every step you take Sever your regrets Before they take hold Or wallow in decay And watch your world unfold All of those failures Manifest into guilt You're constructing a tomb That you'll die within Death knell Eternal Each path forward Infernal
2.
Immurement 03:51
Brick by brick Til there's no sound... Entombed... The brackish stench grows... Clings like failure... does I can't think of the future Gain nothing from life Struggle to find real meaning It's devastating... I can not help but join the dots I can't help but see the bias The heart of the wound What's this subject? Feel like a target Gang-stalked Under grey eyes Dire monuments I am not your object I'm not content Walled in rotting Flawed patterns Repeat Walled in rotting Flawed patterns repeat Walled in rotting There is no escape
3.
Telluric 04:22
Feel like this state Wants me in the ground Given to spite Buried, an afterthought Liminal termination Decimate, Decline Nothing to show But dispossession Put me out of reach Under the soil Putrefied Unending sprawl Fragile empire of regression Am I awake? Promises go unfulfilled? Constant pinprick There's no release Granular break Eurgh... pressure Close to collapse Stale hours repeat Humiliation through existence Suffer for this? A numb reality Fatal desperation All feels lost The problems go unfixed Disconnected No sense of time Sewn disorder An inconsequential lack of remorse And erasure Life has disappeared In front of us Stuck observing Can not engage There's too much callous silence Eurgh sick of you Sick of this empty toil
4.
Atrophy 04:20
Bleak broken piece Trace the outline Vulnerable Can not outrun this blight Savage hinterland Drawn together in a fetid chasm Seething anguish withers to dirt A barren wasteland of ceaseless thinking... Where nothing changes... No direction No growth There's no salvation No light No peace No desire Stagnant Fractured This pain a curse You grieve this life you thought you had And the dreams you no longer recognise It's a ruin of alienation It's a mirror image of your own absentia A veiled misstep and when you question yourself There's no answer Crushed by reprisal Grim illusion's shimmering Drained and consumed Give up then falter
5.
Pareidolia 03:35
Tangled in these sorrows Til my body lies cold Each insidious omen Is an anaemic fault A sickness Where all hope is gone I'm a vessel for an elegy Of a life long lost Slowly forming foes so obsidian Obsessive creatures coalesce As this bleak ennui persists Now each writhing piece Falls through coiled fingertips A gaping maw consuming Everything that I have made flesh Watch the colour drain from our skin This parasitic life of loose threads Is making me sick It's making us ill It's a feeling of attrition Of emptiness infinite That makes every decision I make feel formulaic False Pareidolia This absence haunts Like my presence is cursed All I know is existential sentiment All I know is gone

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released September 9, 2022

Spiritual Disease was written by Grief Ritual and produced by Joe Clayton (Pijn, Leeched, Curse These Metal Hands) at No Studio.

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